bobo~

This weekend I got conned into making a dessert for Sunday lunch, as we bought cheap blueberries and there happened to be a tasty looking recipe for a blueberry tart in the weekend paper. I naturally got conned into baking said tart and below is the result.




Kinda shiny ne?
( More Cooking )

Having people rant at me about handing in working drawings makes me want to scream, cry and rant back at the same time.
I will indeed catch up my design coursework and finish writing my research etcetc as well as dyeing my samples and annotating everything I can to hell and back but it DOES NOT HELP when 4 different people have different opinions on completeting MY project. (I am not even one of those people and it frustrates me to hell) I would be more up to date already but Snow Days seem to get in the way of consulting people I need to talk to about my design work, not to mention FINISH LAST YEARS WORK >.< I just wanna cry.

Now I am sitting here feeling sick again and absolutely FREEZING cold and trying to warm myself up before I actually do some of the work I need to do. *scowls* I'm hungry too. Next week will be completely focused on design work because some arkwright woman is coming to chat to Belinda and I as well as the fact that I have to compete in SATRO heading the yr 13 team AGAIN ^^ Good thing Amy will be there to keep me and my lightbulb circuit occupied :)

I also need to prepare for entertaining people on sunday, the usual, find my japanese tea cups, dust all the tables in my room, clean the floor and the floor blanket, rearrange cushions, that kinda thing ^^ It might warm me up though ^^

Not to mention I sill feel sick.

Recently because I havent wanted to watch any dramas whatsoever (apart from Boys over Flowers - due to the fact that I want to jump Minho) I have taken to actually reading bits and peices and looking at peoples profiles on Facebook.....
This form of procrastination is far far far more dangerous than others, for example, I ended up kinda stalking my first crush's profile for a bit. (I SWEAR IM NOT A STALKER I WAS JUST BORED) The issue with this is that I ended up looking at far too many pictures of him and his way way pretty blond girlfriend.... and ended up feeling more shit than when I began and at the same time strangely compelled to look at more pictures and read more stuff *shudders* - glutton for punishment or what??

In such matters as these I realise how shy around people I usually am/can be. When Im with a group of people one of them whom im comfortable with completely, I tend to be more energetic and generally quite silly, but with new people or people I dont know that well, or even people ive known for years but still not that well, I turn into a mask of confidence with not much really to say. (Though on some days I just act energetic and silly whoever I am with.

After stalking various peoples profiles including said first crush etcetc revelations about peoples lives and stuff honestly made me feel weak/felt like a physical blow. I shall try not to use this form of procrastination in the future as it makes me feel far worse than when I began.

I took the day off school today again, after another nosebleed that started coming through my eye, unfortunately no photos of this one either. I spent the day reading fantasy novels and occasionally chatting online. I was a little depressed from feeling rather woozy from the eye incident and spent a lot of time kind of moping.
Later in the early afternoon after spending an excruciating 1/2 hour trying to find a substitute for msn or skype that works both on my mac and on Ajusshi's laptop and failing, she managed to get skype working.Yay for Skype, Ajusshi and I sat and laughed at each other over skype for about 5 minutes before being able to speak, maybe it was nervousness or just stupidity - We're like that a lot.
An hour and bit of a conversation later and it felt a little like she had never left :)
I'm glad I got a chance to sleep properly recently and hopefully I shall as of next week have completely immaculate attendance at sixthform and finish my final two exams with a flourish. I feel that revising for Chemistry will be fairly easy going, and now that I understand M2 a little more it may be possible to revise sufficiently for M2 on Thursday as well. All in all I am feeling somewhat more optimistic about the coming few weeks, (not to mention that pancake day is only around the corner xDxD)